My heart is Full

Benjamin got his 2nd Haircut and he looks like a "little boy". I woke up this morning and Josh had put Ben in bed with us and he just laid there and put his arm around me and snuggled! Seriously... my heart melted. I think I am obsessed. hahah He is now 22 months and I just feel like he is growing so fast! I know it is life and we can't slow it down but I just want to stop time. Ben is so sweet and fun right now and I do look forward to him talking etc. I just hope one day he will understand how precious he is to us and how much we love and adore him. Which brings me to another subject! Baby #2 when??? Wow another baby Teague! Eventhough Ben is pretty perfect to us he is a handful, can I handle another one! My heart wants 2 more my mind 1 more haha. To be honest I was scared to have Ben but now I know it was the best thing I ever did! I know a lot of mother's feel this way! Do I have enough Love for another? I know I do! Will I love the 2nd or 3rd as much as the 1st? Again I know I will. It is still a very big exciting deal! I want Ben to have a sibling to grow up with like I did. I know it is all in God's hands and he will provide what we need to be awesome parents to 1 child or 10. J/K